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An Apology To My Readers

Aug 16, 2013
by Caroline Miller
book endings that surprise, Graham Green, Tromep ''Oeil
5 Comments

“She threw Trompe l’Oeil against the wall when she’d finished.” The confession came from a friend whose daughter had read my novel for a book club. Her mother wanted to know if I had any consoling words.

 My first reaction was to be delighted that the daughter had read the book to the end. My second was to be glad it had evoked such a strong emotion.

 As I wrote of Graham Greene’s work recently: When a writer takes me to places I would rather not go, when he opens my eyes though I would prefer to keep them shut, when the power of his words clang against my heart as if my heart was an anvil, then I know I am in the presence of a classic. (Blog 7/2/13)

I don’t propose that Trompe l’Oeil is a classic but it does strive to be literature. It does attempt to take the reader where the reader may not chose to go and broaden his or her horizons even if those horizons are the shadows of my mind.

 No doubt I am foolish to admit I wrote a book that I knew would be disturbing; that I tricked the reader into thinking he or she was in for one type of adventure only to discover another. Did I cheat? No. Throughout the plot’s twists and turns clues are sprinkled like bread crumbs. There are no loose ends. But as in life, answers beget more questions. The ending to Trompe l’Oeil certainly does. I can’t be held responsible for that… can I?

 What I hope is that when the anger is over, the book continues to haunt. I suspect it will. A stranger returning from a strange land brings back memories.

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(Courtesy of books-music-life.blogspot.com)

 

 

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  1. tuna cole August 16, 2013 at 10:10 pm Reply
    Caroline, First, a caveat: I haven't read your book(s). That said, surely a purpose/function of art is to provoke the reader/looker/listener/feeler. Anyone who engages a self-proclaimed work of art should not be surprised by expressions antithetical to one's own. As you say, you can feel delighted you held her attention to the end of the book. I guess I don't see what you are apologizing for. As a fellow writer, I can say with some confidence that you don't write to please everyone. Or even most folks. If you're not writing primarily because you feel a need to tell this story--and then, tailor the style to suit an audience, if you must--I'd probably call into question you artistic credentials, figuratively speaking. Three cheers for your omnidirectional inquisitiveness! As a solution to the I-haven't-read-your-books-you-haven't-read-mine conundrum, I propose we exchange a book by each... Cheers, Tuna
    • Caroline Miller August 17, 2013 at 7:07 am Reply
      Well, Tuna Cole, I thank you for your remarks and feel chastened by what you have to say. I'm old enough to know I can't please everyone but young enough (meaning not dead yet) to feel disappointed that I don't. Always good to have a fellow writer remind me of my proper purpose. As to book exchange, as I work with a small publisher, I don't have books unless I buy them, which I don't so I have no books to exchange. Anyway, as mailing book these days almost equals the cost of buying one, if if you'd care to share a title or two, I'd be delighted to buy one. In fact, I'll check out Amazon today. You've made me curious already.
      • Caroline Miller August 17, 2013 at 8:29 am Reply
        Post Script: Tuna, I ordered your novel "Ragnack: A Plausible Furture" from Amazon. It will arrive next week. Soon it will not be true that I have not read one of our novels.
  2. tuna cole August 18, 2013 at 11:03 pm Reply
    I was afraid you had a writer/publisher connection. As a "self"-published writer, it's up to me to promote and market my books. Which I am not natively comfortable or good at doing. Nonetheless, I order, and pay for shipping, X-number of copies to flog however I can. Thank you for taking a chance on one of mine! My second work, "Shards, a life in pieces," is a collection of essays, poems over 50 years--currently undergoing expansion/revision. My most recent work, "Voyage of the Yellow Submarine," is a counterculture history of a commune I helped found and maintain for over two years in the late 1960s in Eugene, Oregon--through the shifting memory fog of 13 survivors. You may not care for "Ragnarok," and I'd still like you to give "Voyage" a try. You are just a little older than me, so you have to have experienced in some fashion those flower child/anti-Vietnam War days.
    • Caroline Miller August 19, 2013 at 7:51 am Reply
      I'm afraid book promotion falls to every author -- small press, big press, as well as self-publish -- unless on is a top tier author like Dan Brown or J. K. Rowling. The rest of us pretty much are left on our own. Not many strokes come with being a writer.

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Portland, Oregon author Caroline Miller had distinguished careers as an educator, union president, elected official and artist/advocate.

Her play, Woman on the Scarlet Beast, was performed at the Post5 Theatre, Portland, OR, January/February 2015

Caroline published a serialized novelette, Marie Eau-Claire, on the website, The Colored Lens.  She also published the story Gustav Pavel,  a parable about ordinary lives, choice and alternate potential, on the website Fixional.co.

Caroline has published five novels

  • Getting Lost To Find Home
  • Ballet Noir
  • Trompe l’Oeil
  • Gothic Spring
  • Heart Land

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